Hi, im nicole, im 20, and i've learned that people who meant the world to you sometimes become enemies, and not everything always goes according to plan. i always picture these long elaborate futures with people, whether its romantic or platonic, and always end up disappointed. I've learned to live in the present, dont stress about the future and dont dwell on the past. I guess heartbreak and disappointment do have an upside.
its always a war between remembering and forgetting. remembering what we had, and trying to forget why it ended.